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Thursday, November 26, 2009
waiting for ayu..

As i am waiting for Ms princess Ayu..just blog to pass the waiting time..

my sickness i guess is getting better by thurs as what the doctor has promised.
But the antibiotics is making me no appetite even if you put the world most delicious delicacy i also wont eat it..YES even chocolates..

Yesterday,i woke up in the afternoon at 12pm..my body was aching that cos me to sleep more than usual..medicine could be another cause..My stomach was a bit churning gas i guess its asking for food,so i went to the coffeeshop just below my block to buy a packet of mee hoon kuey.When i get back home to eat it,i cant even taste anything nice..except pure saltyness.

Seriously,i hate to be sick..i felt extremely lonely when they dun even care if i have eaten anything..i can only swallow my grandma's porridge.She is really nice however sometimes its over the top..she even want to help me wash my whole bag of unwashed clothes cos she say i was not feeling well and its okay for her.How can i make her do that?

Anyway,those who are blood-related to me are not really my family..those are not are the ones who care for my welfare.
Just like Ah Ben kor kor says "do you want to be a lady who is always in distress or rather a successful young lady?"of course i choose the latter.

Its was a endurance test from GOD.I need to pass this test definitely must.
Ren yi shi fong ping lang jing,tui yi bu hai kuo tian kong..
IF you want to continue to bitch about me so be it..its not as if You are going to change in a short period of time

As for the most treasure person,please work hard too..
If its a trial for us,i pray that both of us can pass the test.
i haven really given up on us..i really cannot bear to give up.
I still wear the J that i always love..i dont want to take off..never will




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