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Sunday, May 3, 2009

upset by mum again

It really feels so sad when a relationship is not being well wished.

sometimes i think my parents words really affect me a lot.
They seems like they dont care but then here and there i heard a lot of comments from them.
Like :"when both of you get married,we will not be there."
I am seriously crying now when i am typing this.
The thing is have they ever tried to accept people?they dont even welcome my friends,not to mention boyfriend.I can strongly claim that i am not meeting up with any bastard or any xiao hoon hoon(gangster).

Sometimes i feel i should not be in a relationship,as its not suitable for me.
I feel sorry for my boyfriend cos he have to endure with the nonsensical stuff i am having.
Its like i am irreseponsible when i know things are going to be hard for me before i start this relationship.Like how my parents going to view about me and him,which i some sort is fretting at the first place when we begin our relationship.

But what i am i going to do is to make sure our relationship lasts true and long.
i think time makes a difference.If it takes a long time to let them understand then let it be.
If till the end,they are not convince,then we have to stick toghther through thick and thin.
i hope we can make it to the very end.I am going to be optimistic and whatever mentions here are all my real emotions.

anyway,i never regret my decision of being with you.
Blabbering @4:39 PM

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