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Tuesday, December 23, 2008
mixed feelings
Well..too much things happen,cos i nvr blog frequently shall talk one by one.
she just vent her anger by plugging away my wires violently,really like a mad woman.( i was in the admist of downloading some documents)
i felt so angry that i really wanted to scream i cant scream cos my dad needs his sleep.
i cry and tears just flow like beads of pearl necklace that was tore apart..
and the pictures i took with Deardear..
Blabbering @
firstly,its my sis.She changed.i don't understand.i want to understand but i can't understand.
i am not sure what happen to her boyfriend and her..
she just vent her anger by plugging away my wires violently,really like a mad woman.( i was in the admist of downloading some documents)
I am so pissed off that i screamed at her,and then she push me.
my dad scolded me for quarreling with her,and she said she did it on purpose.
i felt so angry that i really wanted to scream i cant scream cos my dad needs his sleep.
the feeling is just like a gush of air surpressing ur chest n you cant breathe..
i cry and tears just flow like beads of pearl necklace that was tore apart..
after the incident, i ask myself why am i so agitated by it?
i dunno the answer.
i ask Deardear,he ask me to leave her alone.
I did,i ask my mum,she say could be work at outside is stressing her out.
i took sometime before cooling down,her mood really affects me a lot,and i simply HATE IT.
Thank you dear for your advice.
Secondly,is happy thinggg>>
went out with dear dear to cass's place which is the SHA Villa if i am not wrong for dinner quite a nice meal overall had santa's secret,pumkin soup(dear say it taste like his mum's carrot soup(: haha)pomengranate sorbet,sea bass in pumpkin sauce and red/green pepper follow but a sweet chocolate dessert.photos in sequence:
and the pictures i took with Deardear.. I Love this PIcture the MOst!DAisuki!
words for my darling..Don't be afraid to smile!I love the way you are.Always.
You are handsome in your own ways,its a unique perspective that no one can see but only me your Lingling can see,I am artist,remember?
If you think that i am bore by you,you are not exactly right,cos everyime time that i spent with you i treasure them a lot.
If you say you are a bad boyfriend,then i must be one bad girlfriend too.yea?
loves.ling
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