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Sunday, June 29, 2008
i was Cheated!!-Communicaton barrier...

i didnt know that one day when i reach 18 my life start to revolve around this guy...

haiz,a lot of ppl tell me that i m a dummy for relationship,so until mr right come,i shouldnt do anything..i feel like i m like a princess being protected(I KNOW,THIS IS JUST AN EXAMPLE)
i m unaware of things outside,n stuff i m now trying to learn a lot of things..trying to keep up with u guys that r around my age.
It seems ridiculous but i have no control of whatever i want to do even i m 18 now.My dad is a control freak n me n my sis are not breathing any fresher air le,he barged into our room whenever he pleased and is totally n privacy is invavded..

well,in my family,we don't really communicate,frankly speaking my best pals parents know me better than my parents know them.i am not sure why my parents do not welcome my friends and stuff sometimes i feel that they r living in a secluded island that prevent people from entering my house...NO its not my house anyway.i have a lot of communication problem with ppl cos probably its a trend in our house that we dun really talk it out to one another..

in the end,i found out from other ppl that he is still waiting for unknown girl(M)
He did things that i misunderstood...
everything that happen is what i never thought would happen to me...
i have mixed emotions happy cos it happened,sad cos i learnt the truth...
my parents have no clue about this...
i only told my sis who is in blood relation with me...

and now i m telling dear Mr Blog n jevelle..
i brought it to myself i blame no one...serve me right

ps.i will let more ppl know my blog when time is r right.AHCHooooo....
(hope you are happy)

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